I have never understood envy. I can honestly say I have never possessed this useless emotion. I get playfully jealous when men/women check out my husband, but envy is a entirely different animal. How can anyone wish ill on another, simply for the fact that they lack something they desire; what another has, or exudes naturally?

As of now, I am being punished for being happy in my life. I may not be rich, but I truly love my life with my husband and beautiful new daughter.

God love him, my husband was trying to tell me my family felt this way about me from waaaaaaay back! Now, it's rearing it's ugly fucking head! I have to learn how to forgive & move on, but they keep reminding me every fucking day!

I need to meditate, or do some yoga now.

Peace and love to you all. HONESTLY!!! Pass it on, folks! True positivity_ we all need each other.